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Kunci kehidupan ada 3 kata-mu

Bahagia, sabar, dan ikhlas.....

Lalu ada tanya : bagaimana bisa bahagia, apabila kalian tidak berhenti menyakiti aku?

Lalu ada tanya : bagaimana bisa semudah itu mengatakan agar aku sabar dan ikhlas, nyatanya kau tak berdiri di tempatku?

ah pertanyaan itu selalu menari-nari di otakku, kenapa aku tak pernah berhenti bertanya?

karna aku memiliki akal, akan tetapi saat akal tak mampu menjawab semua tanya, 

Biarlah, lepaskanlah, Allah akan menjawab dengan Kuasa-Nya....

Lepaskanlah.......

Just the way it is

just the way it is....
what you feel to me...
all the badness i gave to you for this five years....

i am walking tonight...
just following my steps....
don't know where i want to go....
i just wanna run away from you....
far away....
not because i hate you...
just because i gave you all bad thing....
just because its all make me realize how evil i am....

no one show me how to love...
no one teach me how to feel this....
what i know i just love you....
and i just realize that become a badness for you....

just let me fly away....
let me run....
let me avoid....
and i know....you will get your happiness without me....
i believe that....

for this 5 years we are together....
i just give you badness....
just to scary you....
and how you scare to me....
is that love that you had told me???
no, there is no love...
it's only a badness that i can give to you....
might be the love i have its hiding in my heart....

i wish i can be more....
can give the goodness....
but no, i just give you the badness...
just the way it is....

Sadness

Sing a song.....in this lonely night....
with an empty heart....
and a heavy step....

I hope I am in summer time....
wish the sunshine can dry my tears....
I hope I am in winter time....
wish the snow can freeze my tears....

I'm sitting in the darkness....
I'm lonely....
always lonely....

wish I can play piano....
I will sing this sadness song for you....